I miss you! I miss you everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. :(

Even though we get to see each other almost everyday, I'll still miss you. :(

Even if you are out of my sight for just one second, I'd still miss you.

All these days, I felt that the time we are spending together had became lesser and lesser.

Everytime when you had to go, my heart sank. Only if we get to spend everyday, every hour, every minute, every second together.

But I know it's impossible. :( Even if we really get to spend maybe a day together, we will end up quarreling :(

And now, you have shifted to your new house, the distance between us are going further and further. Even though we are on the same Red line, and only 3 stops away, you seems to be very very far away from where I am.

And I don't get to see you as and when I like anymore. No longer only 4 bus stops but eventually more. :( So, tell me how to not miss you? :( :( :(

Although we always disturb and make fun of each other, we still love each other a lot right? :)

And in times, I know I am too much, I'll try to change, I promise.

But you can't blame for me that either, :) Only if you love only me from the right of the start.

Only if.... maybe things will come out differently, and maybe that will be the best for both of us.

But you didn't. :'( But well, don't bring the past up yeah. :)

I'd definitely miss the days we spend together with each other. Even include the quarrellings part. Cause I know we'll be fine after we cool down. :) I know sometimes you really give in a lot but I still take it for granted. I'm sorry.

But I hope you understand, In times, I really can't control myself.

Sometimes, I don't even know what got into me that I get so fucked up and vent my anger on you. Sorry. Sincerely apologize to you, my Baby boy. :'(

And I know I look very stupid whenever I cry in front of you like a Baby girl. :/

And sometimes when you had to leave and I cried, especially these few days. :(

That's because I miss you, super much, v.e.r.y much.

You know you mean a lot to me. I know sometimes we quarrel even with the smallest things till both of us get very fucked up. And sometimes I'm too angry that I have to ask for a breakup.
But after all, I still love you very much. Even though I asked for a breakup cause I really can't stand you, but deep down my heart, I still love you. Much much more than before. :(

But what about you? Sometimes I find myself don't really understand you well. :'(

Sometimes, you really treat me very good like I'm a princess in the palace. But sometimes, you treat me very very very bad like I'm Cinderella in the fairytale and you are my step sister :(

I know I'm not perfect, and I can't be perfect. But what I hope is to have you in my life forever and you love me with all your heart. And of cause only me :)

And sometimes you'll always ask why I cry out of a sudden.

And you know I'll always shake my head, and not telling you why.

Sometimes, I just feel like keeping everything myself. Maybe someday I'll tell you everything :)

Baby boy, I'm posting this very long post for you is because I really miss you very much. :(

And when I keep think there's no more 4 bus stop distance, I miss you even harder. :(

like today, when you had to leave. I cried. :( and when I walked the way you used to send me home alone, I teared too. :( Plus listening to 'Keep you much longer -Akon', I cried even harder :(

And even now, I miss you, I do. :'( Baby baby baby boy, I love you. ♥♥♥